I feel so alone.

I guess that was short lived.

Time to let him go.



I'm not the one for him, and he is apparently not the one for me.


But maybe this new guy is. Just maybe.

All I can say is, I think it's my time to get what I want....

I never thought them leaving would hurt this much.








I feel like something isn't finished...

Ok so I am going to get all mushy and nostalgic here.

It is currently Monday, August 15, 2005. I was just over 2 months ago that I officially graduated high school. And here I am, a week away from starting college. I mean I feel like I just started high school not too long ago. I don't know that I miss it. But I might. It was a good time. I made some good friends, and lost some as well.

I went through my ups, and my downs. I dated three wonderful men during my time there. The first being Jesse, who I was with for almost a year, and it truely was a wonderful year. Then there was Will, he treated me well for the most part, and got me into some really fun things. D&D and paintball are the two big ones. Then David. How I cared for David. We spent most of my senior year "seeing" eachother, until we finally dated for real. Though it was only two months it was the best two of my life.

In addition to the boyfriends that I have had, I have made a few good friends, and though I have lost some, I've kept the ones that really matter. Michelle was one of the first people out here that I had found to be most like me. We had some great times our freshman year. Then I met Marie my junior year in french class, with the worst teacher ever. She is more like me than anyone I've met. And Vicki, I met her my junior year as well. I don't know anyone that can party harder than V. Jessy, and Carrie and Cait, my party girls, I love them so much.

I'm not really sure where I go from here, I guess just wherever this path takes me. I'll continue my education. And eventually I will be educating young minds, and teaching them to appreciate the English language and literature. I do want to get a PhD in English, and maybe one in education. I want a family, and the cheesy American dream fulfilled. I can't wait to move ahead in my life, but I know I will never forget my past and where I came from.

I hate pervs. [stop]





Sadly the internet is full of them. [stop]




this is what I have to say to you: [stop]

GO FIND SOME PORN AND LEAVE ME ALONE! [stop]

End Transmission.

*Sometimes you can only wait so long...*


What would you do if I found someone new,
If I got a boyfriend, and we had to go back to the way it was in the beginning?
What would you do?
Would it hurt you?
Would you want to be more than friends again?
Would it make you want to try to be with me?
How would you feel?
How could it work?
Would it work?
--There is really only one way to find out, and I am not talking hypothetical--


*Then it hurts to let go.*

I saw the Island yesterday. That was really good. I enjoyed it a whole lot. I went with Tommy. It was so fun talking with him, and we were the only ones in the theatre, so we felt special, the movie was playing just for us. How cool is that?

Well. I went to Six Flags today. It kind of sucked. This is my list why:

• It was hot.
• The lines were long.
• Too many people.
• Not enough time for all the rides.
• I will remention that the lines were long.

so yea. It sucked.

But we SuFi'ed Raging Bull.

wo0t.

My previous blog is about my boobs. oh my.

I went and got measured today. I am still a 34C, BUT, there is a catch.

It's on the edge of this size, and well, the next size up is a 34D.



wtf?





P.S. I think people are lighting off fireworks. Or it's the end of the world. IDK. If you are here in the morning, it was the former of the two.

I saw American English today. American English is a cover band on the Beatles. Who rock. And American English rocks. They signed my New Orleans shirt. It's awesome. I'll treasure it forever.


wo0t!