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Wednesday, November 17, 2004
My last couple days in a nutshell ; 10:36 PM

I GOT ACCEPTED!!!! I HAVE A SPOT!!!!!

So, I got accepted at the American Academy of Art. I have a spot reserved for me, but my mom and dad want me to continue looking for colleges, and I don't want to. I don't think they want me to go to art school.

Saw part of "Saw" last night, didn't want to see the rest so David and I left.

Umm...that pretty much sums up Tuesday.

Today, Fox Valley Newspaper Conference, that was ok. The speakers that we listened to in the auditorium weren't all that interesting. I fell asleep during the first one. Sarah is a dumb superficial bitch, etc, etc...

Always yours,
Sunshine

Poison of choice: Secret Machines, Nowhere Again
Weapon of choice: Icicles


Monday, November 15, 2004
Ethanol, Kerosene, and Gasoline ; 5:17 PM

So, another Talon layout done and gone... Sarah almost didn't show up. Didn't call or anything. Personally I don't think she deserves the spot of editor-in-chief, but that's just me, and Greg, and Jesse.

Will is at a concert with Brian, I am home waiting for food to be ready.

Tomorrow I have stuff to do, and Wenesday I have stuff to do, same for Thursday, and Friday I work. Saturday is shopping, Sunday is work, Monday is work, and Tuesday I don't know, etc...

Killer like,
Sunshine

Poison of Choice: Green Day, Blvd. Of Broken Dreams (video)
Weapon of Choice: Gasoline


Saturday, November 13, 2004
I'm BACK! ; 1:27 PM

YAY, YAY, YAY! I'M BACK!!!!

ok that excitement was short lived.

Umm...David is coming home sooner that expected, I hope at least.

I've been talking to Will slightly more lately

ANNNNNNNNNNND

I made AT LEAST $100 in the last 3 days. I AM A GODLY SERVER!

The one and ONLY,
Melanizzle
AKA (too many damn nicknames)
Sunshine

Poison of Choice: KEYBOARD CLICKING! WHEE HEE
Weapon of Choice: Bobby Pins


Sunday, November 07, 2004
Sneaking to another state, Diablo, and emo-ness...[h]EH ; 4:04 PM

So I am going to try and sneak to Wisconson on Saturday. Heh, how in hell do you sneak to another state you might ask. And I will answer: I don't have a fucking clue. You just do it. I am assuming it's possible seeing as I may be doing it. I mean I'm allowed to go to Promised Land. So why not Milwaukee? It's the same driving time. BUT! I will be going alone. So that may hinder my ability to go. People in Wisconson don't know how to drive either. UGH, but I am doing this for David. So I will try my best to go. A 2 hour drive alone, I'm scurred. I've never driven that far by myself. OH WELL!

Diablo, Lvl 14, and apparently I have done like every quest in Act 1 or whatever, so yea...

emo, WHEE HEE!

"Love is like a piece of broken glass shining in the sun. It's real pretty, and has a dangerous beauty to it, but if your not careful you might get hurt by it."

^heh, it's the lonely poet in me there^ good poetry if you ask me.

Lovely, Lovely...
Melanizzle

Poison of choice: Avenged Sevenfold, Chapter Four
Weapon of choice: [Mr. Green], in the [Conservatory] with the [Revolver]


Give me novacaine ; 1:40 PM

Well yesterday was a decently crappy day. Will's house sucked for the most part, then went to Johnny's and that sucked, Cory has bronchitis or something, John was being such a smart ass, John was being a dick, Stone kept blowing smoke into my face when he knows that I quit and won't do it again. Denae (sp?) I didn't really talk to her. Zach (Huntley one) was just kind of there. So yea, I left early and came home so I could chat with David. -::-SIGH-::-

Zach (one from my school), eh, we still talk, and things are cool, I think. I hope so.

I really want to see the Incredibles, that movie looks awesome.

Work tonight 5-9, I think, I hope.

Not so EMO anymore,
Melanizzle

Poison of choice: St. Jimmy, Green Day (heh, I wrote it backwards)
Weapon of choice: Fluffy Bunnies


Saturday, November 06, 2004
Emo, ugh ; 11:41 AM

So I've come to realize that my posts are getting shorter. Am I losing the heart to keep up my blog? [God] I hope not. I've had this since March. That's a really long time.

I am frustrated at things, well upset. So emo lately. I'm really getting sick of it.

I should be at a concert right now with Chris. eh, Story of my life, always where I should be, not where I am.

I wish I could see David, I miss him so much.

Overdue movie.

Feeling like shit.

Forgive me for the emo-ness.

Sorrily yours,
Melanizzle

Poison of choice: Brand New, Me vs. Madonna vs. Elvis
Weapon of choice: Mechanical Pencil


Friday, November 05, 2004
Oh! We're so c-c-c-c-c-controversial. ; 11:50 PM

Woodfield, Work, Home.

Got new earrings, Zach asked me out (I told him IDK right now), then worked, came home, and here I am now.

No concert tomorrow. I have no one to go with. SUCKY!!!

Possibly a party instead though.

EMO-ness,
Melanizzle

Poison of choice: Brand New, The Boy Who Blocked His Own Shot
Weapon of choice: Car keys


; 11:50 PM

Woodfield, Work, Home.

Got new earrings, Zach asked me out (I told him IDK right now), then worked, came home, and here I am now.

No concert tomorrow. I have no one to go with. SUCKY!!!

Possibly a party instead though.

EMO-ness,
Melanizzle

Poison of choice: Brand New, The Boy Who Blocked His Own Shot
Weapon of choice: Car keys


Tuesday, November 02, 2004
The quiet things that no one ever knows ; 4:15 PM

I'm so upset right now. I was supposed to see Chris tonight. He never called, so I called his house, nope, not home. He doesn't have a cell. So it appears that I won't be seeing him tonight. God! I hate this. What have I done to deserve all this shit I get?

I told David I LIKE him. IDK what he thinks on it. He didn't really say. But I've been told that he likes me. So that's a good thing. I think. He lives in WI. So that can be a bit of an issue [he's a freshman in college]. So yea.

Talon, aggervated at it.

Will, aggervated at him.

So,

EMO.

Teh Dead Fly Girl
AKA Melanizzle

Poison of choice: Me vs. Madonna vs. Elvis
Weapon of choice: All the hopeless hearts of the world


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