Thursday, February 24, 2005
I <3 fattening foods ; 6:47 PM
Monday, February 21, 2005
I think he now knows. ; 3:35 PM
I'm pretty sure he knows what it feels like now. All the hurt I felt, I think he's feeling it too. This is how it is. This is how it will be. I'm not sorry.
Honestly,
Sunshine
Poison of choice: Bright Eyes, Poison Oak
Weapon of choice: Pills
Sunday, February 20, 2005
Happiest Day EVER this year, so far ; 1:10 AM
2.19.05 despite what the date says. but I can change that later. 2.19.05, my ex's 18 birthday is today. or was. But that's not what this post is about. It's about the new. David. ahh, mwah. 2.19.05, we date. hurrah. I am so fucking happy. I drove all the way to Milwaukee for him, so if that doesn't tell you how much I like him then I don't know what will. But as my blog on myspace says. I am head over heels, with butterflies in the stomach, shakey knees and a sprinkle of faint for him. yay. I heart you David.
Happily yours,
Sunshine (for David)
Poison of choice: the T.V.
Weapon of choice: Too happy right now.
Monday, February 14, 2005
I just want to be happy ; 10:16 PM
Sunday, February 13, 2005
And do you like to hurt? 'Cause I do! I do! I do!, Then hurt me ; 10:07 AM
maybe I should just stay in my room, I can't do anything wrong then...
I won't fuck up then...
I can't hurt (him) that way...
Wednesday, February 09, 2005
Damn ; 9:22 PM
I'm falling hard.
and fast.
All for you.
To you, the one I care for...for you...I wait...
Poison of choice: Demolition Lovers by the amazingly wonderful MCR
Weapon of choice: Clocks
Monday, February 07, 2005
to WANT ; 8:45 PM
I want this pain to end. I don't want to love. I don't want to feel. I want to know I'm real... but that's all it is... want. oh hell, who am I kidding?
death to me ; 6:31 PM
If you could slit my throat and with my one last gasping breath I'd apologize for bleeding on your shirt...
mormings suck ; 6:35 AM
So it is like 6:30, a.m. I hate mornings. I think we can leave it at that, ill have to pick up some coffee before school. My wrist is in a brace, and it sucks the big one. I can't write, and I have such a hard time typing....so I am gonna go.
Love.
Melanie
Poison of choice: Bright Eyes, First Day of My Life
Weapon of choice: the brace
Wednesday, February 02, 2005
When the Curious Girl Realizes she is Under Glass ; 4:33 PM
You are "When the Curious Girl Realizes She is
Under Glass". You like thoughts of being
with loved ones and being devoted. You tend to
be selfish, but in an artistic way, or at least
you claim it is for art. Oh yeah, and pills are
very good friends of yours. (or they should
be.)
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Tuesday, February 01, 2005
I fucked up ; 10:47 PM
